i spent the last week saying the last goodbye in hellos
i took a walk to ina horribly long walk in this harsh heat we've been having with an old walking partner from pe in my old high school
you now i can say that now "my old high school"
it so strange i no longer go to high school i remember how this seemed like it was going to happen ina million years and here it is
now im leaving california and only realizing as i look at the ocean that we can look at teh ocean bc we are acaully living on one one of the tips of the country i know that sounds like a obvious point
but really think about it its amazing how close we live to the edge of a huge piece of land
i later hung out witha friend from my old english class
always good to talk to that one always good conversation
it alwaysturns to his girlfriend
but it nice to heara bout a healthy relationship
i ended the week with a weekend of hellos with people ive been with all four year
it felt like with some i had jsut met them right there in the nature.. nature with a highway right above us giving us the horizon between reality and dream
right between the two i got huge bricks lifted off my shoulders
i sat for wat felt like a life time with someone i feel as though i have known my whole life and we talked about everthing while tlaking about the same thing
i dont know if that makes sense
but regardless it was amazing everything was fixed
when you know someone fora while things can get tangled and we jsut spent some time untangling theses things
figuring out the path for the future
i can acually leave now knowing everthing is going to be ok
i can leave knowing im not going to leave him behind
i can leave knowng he comming with me in some way

this summer is suposed to be all about closing books and opening new ones
i hadnt felt that ata ll until this week
i ahve closed and open so many news books and as thnk about teh last 4 years i realise is till have many more to get through but i have made the perfect jumping off point

ok theres my input to the wrold for now i knows its been a bit for those who like to check up

but if you live in california really thinka bout that next time u look at the ocean
that the edge right there its the walk way to wat seem like an infinite amount of space until the next large amount of land.