before you leave give me a chance

have i helped you
you know back in the day
the day where u had that look or no return
well now its your turn
u want in my life
you gotta help me
have patience
it'll take a bit
but i hear u gotta dig
dig through the tears
dig through the silence
i want you to find who you are looking for
im here
im just hiding
hiding from what u can give me
i feel it but im fighting
happiness can be something i dont allow myself to feel
happiness is wat makes vulnerability

please i take this time to ask u to help me
you probably will never see this
but this is all i have
my voice doesnt work

my voice only allows me to seem stronge
asking for your help wouldnt be stronge
it wont feel stronge
it wont seem stronge

before you leave give me a chance