im done

if you know me then u know ive said this a million times
but today im done
my plan for the rest of this year(school year/summer year)
is to work and pass high school after that im gone for as much as i can
i leav this weekend for san fran and then i work and go to as many museums as i can for fucking thorpe my science teacher to get that fucking grade up and i some how teach my self all the geometry i ahve slack on and then i graduate
after which i work for all of june and maybe part of july
from there i plan to be gone!
i will go somewhere in july i will get out i will say good bye to those who ahve made the last 5 years of my life the best that i coudl ever imagine
i leave and say a goodbye i need so badly right now
one could call this running but its all i can think of
i eed the ext chapter i need to knwo who i can become
im in a rut that i feel i can get out of but am not trying hard enough
maybe i'll even throw in my license there
watever i can do to get out
im done crying
im done dreaming

im not gonna watch people leave one by one
im going to leave
im gonna be the one to say good bye for once


there will be many more where this came from
but here a rant for the night