breathe

Deep breath.
Eyes never closed.
Only now I know.
Know of the hell heard.
Heard from those in the songs.
Songs of the heartbreak and the trust.
Trust which seemed so close yet so far.
Far of reach only so easy to see you.
You who showed me the pain in front of me.
Me alone only not when you’re here sitting down.
Down! With whom I was. Down! With past.
Past not now, forgetting who would be nice.
Nice having you there even though.
Though I hurt you confessing.
Confessing real true thoughts.
Thoughts of love.
Love unknown.
Known.