le petite lisa

The other night, before valentines, was nice.
I got hang out with a new group. A very establish group with lots of their own memories and I know that when they get together in 5 years I will be one of those they talk in passing bc I wasn't around so much. But still it was officially a group of friends from school. I've never had that in a all the years in high school. But I really feel comfortable with these. Anyhow, it was really nice and gave me a nice feeling of I'm not alone.
I'm also officially .. le petite Lisa.. . Could be cute but after a while it is annoying.

the next day I had a valentine
who I unfortunately wasn't able to see but was able to make sick over the phone
but instead of doing a romantic dinner or what not with I went to a taping of REBA
and it felt completely normal
look I'm in la and I'm going to a taping of reba and then talking to the cast and the casts children after.. Planning on chilling with the reba's son bc we're worried he may not have the most grand life.

after which I get the most exciting news
two of my favorite people ever are getting married. Not only are they great but if never met such happy people. people who will forever put a smile on my face.
their engagement put me in a mood I cant even describe. Nothing could go wrong.

anyhow now I'm off to jersey .. I'm off to go home go back to where I came from. And I'm scared scared of what they will seem like. Seeing in true contrast how much I've changed
and I have I know I have...
it scary I cant decide wiether its a good thing or not.

we shall see.. I'm there till Monday..
I'll write then