The most hurtful warm n fuzzy ever

The warm and fuzzies wont go away
they are stuck in my system , so to say
but they are just memories right now. I don't get them when I look at you anymore. I almost feel myself
forcing a feeling of sadness
forcing a feeling of regret

those warm and fuzzies were comfortable
now they are just a reminder

those warm and fuzzies were comfortable
now they just guide

guide me to the next step.
I should look back but I do
I'm always looking back at the past
reliving every moment
trying to correct what was already done

those warm and fuzzies used to make me feel safe now they just create wonder
I wonder if they are true
or just a figment of my imagination
my fairy tale life I only dreamt up when you told me your dream